| Bagong Itala! |
[24 Nov 2004|09:23pm] |
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Since Monday morning at 10 o'clock, I've set myself to a non-stop sleep till Wednesday morning at around 3 o'clock. That's about 41 hours of non-sleep. With that result, I've set myself a better record, but the worst result of my body taking a beating, over 100 degrees fahrenheit, and a massive headache. I don't know why I do this to my body!!!! I need any help possible, my mind is going crazy, I might do some thing unethical!
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| Nanalo Kami Nang Trophy & Medals! |
[26 Oct 2004|12:13pm] |
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So close to bring the championship into a third and final game on Sunday. We were down by 8 points in the last 2 minutes of the game. My oldest brother, Valter, made a three-point shot to cut the lead to 5. Then we pressed them to get the ball back. Then one of our teammates, Mark Anthony, made another three-pointer to cut the lead to only two points with about 30 or so seconds left on the clock. We had to foul intentionally, to make him earn the other two points on the line, either he makes both, one or none at all. He made one of the two and we were down only by three points to tie the game. We had about three chances in the end to make a three-pointer but failed. We had to foul once again, and the player from the opposing team hit one of two from the line, making a four point lead, with just 3 seconds left on the clock. We knew it was over and we made it a suspenseful championship game in the end. We were awarded the the second place trophy by the league and the silver medals as well. Being a new team in the league and to be able to go to the finals, is such a amazing accomplishment. As a team, we didn't even practice once and make plays for each game that we played. We basically just focus on communicating well with one another and knowing where the other player is on the court. That's basically winging it so do speak, but it obviously work, seeing that we had a talented team as a whole. Next year hopefully we'll be able to practice and design some plays, so that we are ready and instead of second place, we'll win the championship for the first time. Pretty much was beat up and exhausted throughout the whole weekend, and still are, my legs are still killing me as well as my shoulders. Pretty much sick as well, have a sore throat, nose are stuff, and been coughing. Well it's always been like this each year, I still wing it and go through life the way I've always done it, even when I'm extremely ill.
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[21 Oct 2004|01:15am] |
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Not a fan of the Red Sox but Johnny Damon is the MAN!!!!
Two Homeruns, one being a Grand Slam, advancing them to the World Series!!!!
No offense but I like to see another team win the World Series besides the Yankees. They have more than enough World Series won to be considered already the best Major League Baseball Team!
As a sports fan, I rather see new champions on any kind of sports, it makes it interesting and exciting to watch, can't be the same team winning it over and over again. It gets boring, SHIIIIT!
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| Vincent John Antonio Guevarra |
[15 Oct 2004|11:33am] |
First Name: Vincent John
Age: 20
Birthday: 25th of April
Appearance
Height: 5'7
Hair Color: Black
Skin Color: Tan
Eye Color: Light/Dark Brown (Depends if there's a sunlight)
Piercings: None
Right Now
What color pants are you wearing?: Black Denim
What color shirt are you wearing?: Married With Children No Ma'am T-Shirt
What shoes are you wearing?: Reebok Classic
What song are you listening to?: AfterImage "It's Over Now"
What taste is in your mouth?: Trident White Peppermint
What’s the weather like?: Cloudy and Gloomy
How are you?: Exhausted
What are you thinking?: Lots of different thoughts all at once.
Do You....
Get Motion Sickness?: On occasions
Have A Weakness?: Indeed
Have A Strength?: Indeed
Get along with your Parents?: Mostly No, Rarely!
Like to Drive?: Indeed
Favorites..
TV Show: 80's Cartoon, Simpsons, Married with Children, etc....
Books: Kabuki, etc....
Magazine: FHM, SLAM, etc....
Thing to do on the weekend: Tournament, Poker Night, Relaxing, Going Out, etc....
Band, Group, Singer or Rapper:
Band: The Beatles, Led Zepplin, AC/DC, Metallica, Pink Floyd, Van Halen, Radiohead, Incubus, Guns N' Roses, etc....
Singer: Michael Jackson, Sade, Marvin Gaye, Ray Charles, Mariah Carey, John Lennon, Stevie Wonder, Freddie Mercury, Chris Cornell, Thom Yorke, etc....
Rapper: Tupac, Jay-Z, Nas, Run DMC, Notorious B.I.G., KRS One, Andrew E., Francis Magalona, etc....
(Listen pretty much to every kind of music, so it varies each day what I listen to.)
Have You....
Broken the law?: Indeed
Ran away from home?: Hinde
Been To Jail?: Hinde
Snuck out of the house?: Hinde
Ever gone skinny dippin?: Hinde
Made a prank phone call?: Indeed
Ever tipped over a porta potty?: Hinde
Used your parents credit card before?: Indeed
Skipped school before?: Indeed
Fell asleep in the shower/bath?: Hinde
Been in a school play?: Hinde
Let a friend cry on your shoulder?: Indeed
Love..
Boyfriend: Hinde!
Girlfriend: Hinde
Sexuality: Heterosexual
Children: Distant future, doubt it though.
Current Crush: No idea, probably so.
Been in love: I believe I have.
Had a hard time getting over someone: Indeed
Been Hurt: Physically and emotionally
Your greatest regret: I just move forward
Gone out with someone you only knew for three days: Hinde
Had Sex: ....
When did you lose your virginity?: Teenage years
How many sexual partners?: ....
Random....
Do you have a job?: Hinde, soon perhaps
Your CD player has in it right now...: AfterImage Greatest Hits
What makes you happy?: I have no clue
Who makes you the happiest?: No idea
What’s the next CD you're gonna get?: Van Halen Best of Both Worlds
Who do you consider good friends?: Actually I don't know, possibly a few
What do you like to do?: Play sports, Chillaxin, Playing Poker, Going out and seeing you places and different people
When / What Was The Last..
Time you cried?: A week ago I believe
Got a real letter?: From BCC
You got a email?: Today
Thing you purchased?: Rocky Road
T.V Program you watched?: Futurama
Movie you saw in the theater?: I don't know, haven't been to the theaters in a long while
Last time you had sex?: Long time ago, can't remember
Your Thoughts On....
Abortion: It's either both or the girl's decision
Teenage Smoking: Teenagers decision
Teenage Pregnancy: Not right at all.
Alcohol: Not much of a drinker
Spice Girls: Dayum!
Britney Spears: Wouldn't mind tasting that punani
Dreams..: It's never what it seems, life is what is real.
Presidential Election: Who ever makes the best decisions for the rebuilding of this nation. Really don't care though.
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| Pinakamahusay Sa Tatlong Labanan! |
[11 Oct 2004|11:42pm] |
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On Saturday, the 9th, we had our quarter-finals game against the team that beat on our last regular season game. It was slow at the beginning, but closing in the second half, we pulled away to win the game and advance to the semi-finals the next day. After the game, I went to play Texas Hold'em with the fellas. Knowing that we had to play extremely exhausted for the next game, we had the hunger & passion as a new team to the Filipino League to be in the Finals. The next day, it was game time, we had to play our best game defensively, did just that at the start going up by eight in the first few minutes of the first half. We only had a total of five players, including me in the beginning of the game, then our other players started to arrive and we were set. The other team could not make a basket, allowing us to capitalize on their mistake, giving us a double digit lead going to-wards the second half. They kept trying to come back on us but we had a huge enough lead to sustain them. However they got close with their determination, hitting threes and playing aggressive defense. They cut our lead to only six, but we pulled through at the end, playing aggressive defense, resulting into turn overs by them and eventually came down to shooting foul shots, because they were over the limit. Only seven seconds left at the clock with a lead of ten points, we knew that we have conquered the impossible as being an under dog and going all the way to the Finals. The Finals will be best of 3,which is next weekend Saturday & Sunday, and if necessary the following weekend either Saturday or Sunday, for the Championship! The other finalist will be the toughest team that will face. May the best overall talent win!
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| Mga Tanong! |
[07 Oct 2004|09:18pm] |
Seven things in your room:
1. A bed!
2. A television with a VCR, DVD, game consoles, CD player, etc....!
3. A computer!
4. A Bruce Lee, Radiohead OK Computer, & Che Guevara poster!
5. A collection of albums!
6. A sort of clean clothes in the closet & dirty clothes(colors/whites) on the two baskets on the floor!
7. A shoe collection underneath the bed!
Seven things to do before death:
1. To travel (Japan, China, Germany, Brazil, Paris, Hawaii, California, Nevada, etc....)
2. To go visit back to the Philippines
3. To be "Masaya" (Don't See That Happening!)
4. To play at the "WSOP!"
5. To be "Mahal!"
6. To sleep more (Don't really sleep that much, couple of hours a day!)
7. To "Alam Kung Ano Ang Gagawin Ko Sa Buhay Ko!"
Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1. Her Personality
2. Her Sense Of Humor
3. Her Eyes & Lips
4. Her Sense Of Style
5. Her Sense Of Style In Music
6. Her Confidence
7. Her Uniqueness
Top seven things you say most:
1. Hello!
2. Farewell!
3. Ok, ok!
4. Indeed!
5. Dawgs!
6. Putang Ina!
7. Shiiiit!
Do You:
Smoke?: In rare occasions
Do Drugs? In rare occasions
Read Spin Magazine?: Indeed I don't!
Pray?: When it's truly needed!
Been in love?: I believed so....wrong with my beliefs many times!
Gone skinny dipping?: "Hinde!"
Had a medical emergency?: When I was just a little kid, almost died because of an disease right underneath my right upper part of my neck, close by the right ear that had to be treated right away!
Had surgery?: I have lost count!
Swam in the dark?: Indeed I have!
Been to a Bonfire: If you call it that, then I have lots of times!
Got Drunk?: Indeed I was, not much of a drinker!
Ran away from home?: Thought too many times, my reasons, resulted to not do so!
Played strip poker?: "Hinde!"
Gotten beaten up? Several times as a young rebel!
Beaten someone up? Way back in the years of adolescence!
Been on stage?: I have been on stage!
Slept outdoors?: But of course!
Pulled an all nighter?: But of course, always a possibility with me each day!
If yes, what is your record?: Don't keep a record, I have done it too many times!
Made out with a stranger?: Can't say that I have, a possibility though, just can't remember!
Been on radio/tv?: "Hinde!"
Been in a mosh-pit?: "Hinde!"
Gotten lost in the woods: "Hinde!"
Been in an Undertow: "Hinde!"
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Indeed I do, much respect, can't judge who they are!
About You
Three words that sum you up: "Hinde Masaya," "Outcast," & "Empty!"
Wallet: Social Security, License(Yeah right, never will get that shiiiit!), Little Cash, Store Cards, etc....!
Shoes: Air Force One Mid, Diesel Low, Reebok Classic, Timberland, Clarks Wallabees Oxford, etc...!
Cologne/Perfume: Polo Blue!
In the last 24 Hours have you....:
Cried: Indeed I have!
Bought something: Some food I believe!
Gotten sick: Always sick and unhealthy!
Sang: Always!
Felt stupid: Always!
Talked to an ex: "Hinde!"
Talked to someone you have a crush on: "Oo naman!"
Had a serious talk: Indeed, felt it needed to end, I apologize with my heart and soul! I'm just not myself, never was, never will be!
Missed someone: Every second that passes!
Hugged someone: I haven't hug any one at all for quite a while!
Argued with a parent(s): Not at all, but most of the time!
Last :
Thing you ate: Pasta!
Thing you drank: Water!
Place you went: The Kitchen!
Person you hugged: No body!
Person you talked to on the phone: Leopoldo! (Botchok)
Person you IMed: No body, probably won't ever again!
Song you heard: Tupac Amaru Shakur "Keep Ya Head Up!"
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| Huling Laban Namen Kanina! |
[03 Oct 2004|10:14pm] |
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It's been an exhausting thirteen games of basketball. We've had losses that should've been won against under rated teams. Absolutely disappointing but that's the way those games concluded. Wonderful news is that we are in the top eight teams, sending us to the playoffs in a sudden death quarterfinals match. We are in the 7th seed, so we are playing the 2nd best team in the tournament. The playoffs start next Sunday, so I'll be practicing this coming week to be ready. On another note of course, it's been a grueling and exhausting month of classes. Bored out of my mine and there's pretty much nothing going on, but the diversity of cultures that you see every where at campus. Been driving for about a week, no license nor an insurance, so if I get caught by the police, I'll be in the slammer!
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| Puddle Of Mudd "Blurry" |
[26 Sep 2004|01:55am] |
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face
Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
[Chorus]
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway
[Chorus]
This pain you gave to me
You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
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| Mahabang Oras! |
[01 Sep 2004|02:20pm] |
Have been doing all last minute preparations for the Fall Semester. Doing all the registration, scheduling, and medical reports for the past week. Got my student ID, picture is unpleasant. Exhaustingly tiresome, being lazy and all, but what's done is done. There's only about 6 games left of the regular season of the tournament. We have a good chance against the other teams to go to the quarterfinals. Haven't really chilled with anybody, unless there's a Poker Game. Talked to a few on certain days, but that's about it. Road test is near by, it is long overdue for the past 3 years. Still going through rough times, father still unwell with his previous surgeries for the past year, resulting to ki-mo therapy. There's nothing I can do, but to support him anyway I can possible. Fall is in the air, beginning a new chapter of my uncertainty life, but I go with the flow as I've always done, best and worst of it.
Rivermaya - 214
Am I real? Do the words I speak before you make you feel
That the love I've got for you will see no ending?
Well if you look into my eyes then you should know
That you have nothing here to doubt nothing to fear
And you can lay your questions down 'cause if you'll hold me
We can fade into the night and you'll know
CHORUS:
The world would die and everything may lie
Still you shan't cry 'Cause time may pass
But longer than it'll last I'll be by your side
Take my hand And gently close your eyes so you could understand
That there's no greater love tonight than what I've for you
Well if you feel the same way for me then let go
We can journey to a garden no one knows
Life is short my darling tell me that you love me
So we can fade into the night and you'll know
CHORUS:
The world could die and everything may lie
But you won't cry 'cause time may pass
And everything won't last but I'll be by your side
Forever by your side so you won't cry
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| Sabado At Lingo Na Laban! |
[07 Aug 2004|01:07am] |
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Later today I'll be having a game at 3:00 in the afternoon. It'll be our third game, followed by our fourth game on Sunday. The schedule got messed up, so we had to play two games this week, instead of the regular one a week, every Sunday. Really have to start playing the way I know I'm capable of playing, but I need to at least get the ball once in a while, so that I can contribute my talents. Hopefully I get to have more playing time this two upcoming games.
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| Bagong Numero Sa Telefono! |
[31 Jul 2004|05:34am] |
Cell Phone Number - 973-981-1993.
Home Phone Number - 973-904-1609.
Call if need be.
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| F.I.L.I.P.I.N.A.S. |
[25 Jul 2004|05:09am] |
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Signed up in a Filipino Basketball Tournament that takes place in a P.A.L. in Wayne. We ended up signing at the last second and ended up missing the first Sunday of the tournament. We have 13 regular season games to play. It's every Sunday from 1-6, giving you a specific time to play against your opponent for that day. There are 14 teams, the 8 top winning teams will go to the sudden death quarterfinals, etc. At 3:00 in the afternoon, our team the "REVEL" will face the Champions of the tournament last year, the "HOOPSVILLE." May the best overall team win.
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| Mabuting Tao! |
[25 Jul 2004|04:44am] |
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My sincere condolence to the family and friends of Mr. L. Olsen, who I've heard passed away. He is a wonderful teacher to all the students that he has taught in his illustrious career. More so, he is just the most down to earth person that you'll ever meet. You can always count on him for any kind of help that you needed. You will be surely missed by the people you have touched with your intellect and kindness. R.I.P. Mr. Lawrence Olsen.
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| Guns N' Roses "Estranged" |
[21 Jul 2004|01:30am] |
When you're talkin to yourself
And nobody's home
You can fool yourself
You came in this world alone
(Alone)
So nobody ever told you baby
How it was gonna be
So what'll happen to you baby
Guess we'll have to wait and see
ONE, TWO
Old at heart but I'm only 28
And I'm much too young
To let love break my heart
Young at heart but it's getting much too late
To find ourselves so far apart
I don't know how you're s'posed
To find me lately
An what more could tou ask from me
How could you say that I never needed you
When you took everything
Said you took everything from me
Young at heart an it gets so hard to wait
When no one I know can seem to help me now
Old at heart but I musn't hesitate
If I'm to find my own way out
Still talkin' to myself
and nobody's home
(Alone)
So nobody ever told us baby
How it was gonna be
So what'll happen to us baby
Guess we'll have to wait and see
When I find out all the reasons
Maybe I'll find another way
Find another day
With all the changing seasons of my life
Maybe I'll get it right next time
An now that you've been broken down
Got your head out of the clouds
You're back down on the ground
And you don't talk so loud
An you don't walk so proud
Any more, and what for
Well I jumped into the river
Too many times to make it home
I'm out here on my own and drifting all alone
If it doesn't show give it time
To read between the lines
'Cause I see the storm getting closer
And the waves they get so high
Seems everything We've ever known's here
Why must it drift away and die
I'll never find anyone to replace you
Guess I'll have to make it thru, this time - Oh this time
Without you
I knew the storm was getting closer
And all my friends said I was high
But everything we've ever known's here
I never wanted it to die
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| Tupac Amaru Shakur Featuring Anthony Hamilton "Thugz Mansion" |
[20 Jul 2004|06:04pm] |
Shit, tired of gettin shot at
Tired of gettin chased by the police and arrested
Niggaz need a spot where WE can kick it
A spot where WE belong, that's just for us
Niggaz ain't gotta get all dressed up and be Hollywood
Y'knahmean? Where do niggaz go when we die?
Ain't no heaven for a thug nigga
That's why we go to thug mansion
That's the only place where thugs get in free and you gotta be a G
... at thug mansion
A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind
So much pressure in this life of mine, I cry at times
I once contemplated suicide, and woulda tried
But when I held that 9, all I could see was my momma's eyes
No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble
Not knowin it's hard to carry on when no one loves you
Picture me inside the misery of poverty
No man alive has ever witnessed struggles I survived
Prayin hard for better days, promise to hold on
Me and my dawgs ain't have a choice but to roll on
We found a family spot to kick it
Where we can drink liquor and no one bickers over trick shit
A spot where we can smoke in peace, and even though we G's
We still visualize places, that we can roll in peace
And in my mind's eye I see this place, the players go in fast
I got a spot for us all, so we can ball, at thug's mansion
Ain't no place I'd rather be
Chillin' with homies and family
Sky high, iced out paradise
In the skyyyyyyyyyy..
Ain't no place I'd rather be
Only place that's right for me
Chromed out mansion in paradise
In the skyyyyyyyyyy..
Will I survive all the fights and the darkness?
Trouble sparks, they tell me home is where the heart is, dear departed
I shed tattooed tears and couldn't sleep good
for multiple years, witness peers catch gunshots
Nobody cares, seen the politicians ban us
They'd rather see us locked in chains, please explain
why they can't stand us, is there a way for me to change?
Or am I just a victim of things I did to maintain?
I need a place to rest my head
with the little bit of homeboys that remains, cause all the rest dead
Is there a spot for us to roll, if you find it
I'll be right behind ya, show me and I'll go
How can I be peaceful? I'm comin from the bottom
Watch my daddy scream peace while the other man shot him
I need a house that's full of love when I need to escape
the deadly places slingin drugs, in thug's mansion
Dear momma don't cry, your baby boy's doin good
Tell the homies I'm in heaven and they ain't got hoods
Seen a show with Marvin Gaye last night, it had me shook
Drippin peppermint Schnapps, with Jackie Wilson, and Sam Cooke
Then some lady named Billie Holiday
Sang sittin there kickin it with Malcolm, 'til the day came
Little LaTasha sho' grown
Tell the lady in the liquorstore that she's forgiven, so come home
Maybe in time you'll understand only God can save us
When Miles Davis cuttin lose with the band
Just think of all the people that you knew in the past
that passed on, they in heaven, found peace at last
Picture a place that they exist, together
There has to be a place better than this, in heaven
So right before I sleep, dear God, what I'm askin
Remember this face, save me a place, in thug's mansion
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| Edgar Winter "Dying To Live" |
[15 Jul 2004|02:18am] |
You know I've heard it said there's beauty in distortion.
By some people who've withdrawn to find their heads
Now they say that there is humor in misfortune
You know I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead
Why am I fighting to live if I 'm just living to fight?
Why am I trying to see when there ain't nothing in sight?
Why am I trying to give when no one gives me a try?
Why am I dying to live if I'm just living to die?
Hey, you know some people say that values are subjective,
But they're just speaking words that someone else has said.
And so they live and fight and kill with no objective.
Sometimes it's hard to tell the living from the dead.
Why am I fighting to live if I 'm just living to fight?
Why am I trying to see when there ain't nothing in sight?
Why am I trying to give when no one gives me a try?
Why am I dying to live if I'm just living to die?
Yeah, you know I used to weave my words into confusion.
And so I hope you'll understand me when I 'm through
You know I used to live my life as an illusion,
But reality will make my dreams come true.
So I'll keep fighting to live till there's no reason to fight
And I'll keep trying to see until the end is in sight
You know I'm trying to give so c'mon give me a try
You know I'm dying to live until I'm ready …
'til I'm ready …..
'til I'm ready …..
'til I'm ready to die
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| Labing Apat Na Tanong |
[09 Jul 2004|04:46am] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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| Sino Ako? |
[06 Jul 2004|11:35pm] |
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In such an isolation to myself in this world that I don't know what to think or do anymore. My mind is filled with such uncertainty that it's killing me physically and mentally. Truth is I have no idea what it is that makes me feel wanted anymore. I've always have in my head of whether I should just let it go and put an end to my existence. I feel that I'm letting down my family, especially my parents who work so hard all their lives just that my older brothers and I have a better life. I'm letting down the people who truly care for me and it's just not fair to them. I have appreciated the company of the people that I know. Even closer to the ones that I never would have thought to talk to me, since I'm pretty much thought that I'm a nobody. I really have no purpose of being here, since I can't even be happy for myself. I can see in the future that I have none. The end for me will soon be near.
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